Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Ave Lucifer/Dream Record 1/29/2008


…I was visiting my ex-girlfriend’s brother at his college dorm. He wasn’t him, he looked like a child actor all grown up. We sat in his dorm room, crosslegged on the floor. I think we were baked, but I can’t/don’t remember seeing us smoking any marijuana. I put a cassette tape into a CD player (literally) and told him it was the 13th Floor Elevators, but it wasn’t. We walked out onto a patio. There was a warm rain. I told him he should barbecue out on the patio. He said that he did but had lost the top to the grill. When we walked back inside there was a girl with all these piercings and that haircut where it is long in the front and short in the back: I told her I wanted XY and Z tattooed on my arms. She started tracing these weird symbols. These crooked childlike stars, these black obelisks and this weird “eye in a arcing open teardrop,” that I found inside an Os Mutantes album jacket. The girl rushed through the process. I felt like I had gotten a bad haircut or something.

The last thing I remember I was in a shower with windows, lots of light and the ink from the tattoos was running off me in streams, but the tattoos remained in tact on my skin. Eerie.